Stay O leave?
I feel like I am in front of a junction now. Left or right? Stop there? or go straight away into the jungle? I only know, there is no way back. Suddenly, I notice that I am here in a big city for almost 2 years. A place that I never like before. Well, there is not much different actually whether staying here or in my peacefully hometown. Everyday, Wake up, goto work. After work, continue work at home for my freelance stuffs and luckily it is part of my interest in designing stuffs. This is the only thing can balance my mental and thinking.
I like web design or even graphic design, no doubt. But, when I see those professional designer’s works. I just feel like I am nothing and always not up to standard. It’s still long way to go. Nobody like freelancing or part time jobs. I bet you prefer to spend time with friends or travel around if affordable. However, I got no choice. I also wish to go for a vacation with my girl friend. But I can’t. Why? I don’t have extra money for that. If I spend for that. I need to wait for longer to but other things which is needed. Such as my hp.
FYI. I am still using Nokia 6510. Do you know what is this? Ya, polyphonic hand phone with black and white screen. I am not saying that my hand phone is outdated and I dislike it. I like it very much. But, it is too old and I always having low battery problem. I changed it already with a new battery but seem not working. I used it since 2002. I like it so much…
Back to my working life, I found that I am totally feed up with my company. I am not a easy going person and I admit it. However, I won’t easily get angry with someone just like no reason. I know work is work. But, if you not treat it seriously, I also wont. I am so disappointed with what had happened. A guy who never keep his promise is bad, but if you try to pretend that you don’t know about it then you are even more worst. I am doing my job and completed every task given. However, you aren’t. You’re breaking one promise to another.
One day, if I still get some stupid requirements or instruction from you. I will straight away leave. Wait and see…
Man, don’t be so impulsive. At min you will need to give a one month notice or according to your offer/appointment letter.
That phone is actually a good phone…Heck, if my 3310 still can function, I would still be using it. For the battery problem, try getting original Nokia battery cuz normally those imitation doesn’t perform quite as expected.
I hate people with no integrity. Whenever you promise something you need to fulfill it. If you can’t then don’t promise. Sounds like your boss are such person.
Anyway, be passionate in what you will do and always believe that you can make it.. Be confident. The mind is a powerful aspect which would make the difference.
let the things happen just stop thinking about it .
I think it not only twice already. So sad… Now, I only focus only what I like to do and try to enjoy it
Thanks man…